While we are busy with plans
by Budi N.D. Dharmawan
Essay for Octo Cornelius’s solo show Unpredictable Scenes
Jogja Contemporary, 10–26 October 2017
Octo Cornelius came to me with the phrase “random life”. We then talked about it while sipping coffee under the not-so-bright light of the bookstore-side coffee shop. That phrase which he brought was so irksome that Octo felt that he needed to materialise it into artworks, into an exhibition. The idea was so obnoxious that Octo thought he needed to talk about it—with me. Since we had that conversation many months ago, I got intrigued myself, both by the idea of an exhibition as well as the idea of random life itself.
A series of short meetings with Octo since that evening had once become a phantom that haunted me. At first, I found it difficult to spare my time and thought to respond to Octo’s gargantuan energy. Why Octo came to me in the first place was to collect what I had promised him. I once asked him to do an exhibition together many years ago, but it never materialised. Events and incidents that took place around us since have enabled me to slowly absorb the narrative behind the idea of random life. The passing of time has also made Octo’s enormous energy to tone down—not vanished or extinguished, but like more regulated and not as bursting as it was before. His big idea has become sharpened and more focused as well.
The theme random life offered by Octo reminded me of a famous quote from Albert Einstein, “I do not believe God plays dice with the universe.” Einstein said so because he was unhappy with the randomness of the universe. This view was later known as hidden variable theory—because of this hidden variable we could not accurately calculate the exact position and velocity of a particle at a certain time, so it appeared random. It was firts thought to be in line with Werner Heisenberg’s Principles of Uncertainty, until few decades later John Bell’s experiment managed to prove otherwise. There ara no hidden variables. The universe is random.
What is left, then, according to the Principles of Uncertainty, are estimates. Being random and unpredictable does not eliminate structure and order. In fact, this state widens possibilities, that an event does not occur from a single cause and is not independent, but a part of a series of chain reaction that affects and affected by other things and events. From a given string of events, I can find a pattern and make estimates, but that is that: estimates. Approximates. Unpredictable. That is random life.
Incidents and affairs that I experienced lately have also contributed to my point of view in understanding Octo’s random life narrative, which in our initial exchange was like in a frenzy. Experiences, with all its sour and bitter taste, have equipped me with understanding. Many are not yet unraveled, but I will let those moments be remembered randomly without me needing to predict what the next will be. Meanwhile, I must face my phantom and come full circle with Octo through this exhibition.
Octo Cornelius in this exhibition presents a number of works that try to bring a conversation about those random and unpredictable moments. About the improper timing, about keeping the faith in the midst of doubt, about searching and waiting within limitations, about courage that sometimes come from ignorance.
These random moments in life come from Octo’s contemplation and reflection, which then embodies into his workmanship and materialises into his works. This exhibition, Unpredictable Scenes, offers to us a pause from our daily obligations and takes us for a short while to enjoy the randomness of life. Because life is what happens while we are busy with plans.
Photo courtesy of Jogja Contemporary ∎